to my friends I consider sisters. I have tried and tried to keep from crying at night, but I have been stressed lately. With school and the lost of a fellow C.A.T.S member and possible two. I just want things back to normal. please I beg all my sisters to make amends and continue being friends.
please I cry at night over so much. the fact I can`t help those I love. I want so badly to be there to comfort eachone of you. but I can`t be no matter how much I want to. I`m not taking anyone`s side on this. I am only stating how I feel. even as I type this I am crying. I have gone silent in school. I hadn`t spoken to but one person today, but that was briefly. I hope that I don`t make things worse between everyone, but I love all of my sisters so much. I just want things to go back to normal. I miss us hanging out on chatzy together. we all are like family. guys please I love you all to much Please don`t make me lose my family I love each of you. I`m sorry I`m ranting again. but Please just move on. forgive and forget. love all of you.

A friend/ sister
Caroline (star)